Open relationships? Or lack of emotion?
I've been practicing what I call an open relationship for a number of years, but now I think about it, and I actually regret it. But that's not meaning I'm against throuple dating, or I think one-on-one is the norm. It's because I've been pretending to be open all the time. I've hollowed out a relationship, just covering up my cowardly form with an open relationship. My open relationship is not really open. I want to be loved, but I'm afraid to believe. There is a time when all relationships in the world will end, and the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, not the pursuit, not the beginning. The tension between wanting to be a partner and not being able to do so makes it easy for me to start falling in love, but it's easy to feel insecure. The beginning of a threesome dating often becomes the beginning of melancholy, feeling that sooner or later, you will be dumped, all day long. However, the most depressing and frightening thing is n...